Lover_Doll

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Ezoic
2005-12-11 02:49:01 (UTC)

Do I have a heart left?

I'm afraid of giving up, but sometimes it feels like that's
the only option. It's a movement for a coward, and I don't
want to be cowardly.

I'm not afraid of being hurt. I'm just sick of it.

It's always been hard for me to trust. I let everyone know
this before I made them my friends; it cleared away any
confusion that may have been stirred up.
But I gradually began trusting people.

And what do I have to show for it? Nine more scars, three
more heartbreaks, triple the loss, one more rival, and
countless rumors about me being all kinds of nasty things.
Oh. There's more. But I'd rather not bring it up, I'm
getting off of this as quickly as I can; I don't like having
my own weaknesses and mistakes shoved into my face.
I get enough of THAT from my dad.


Carl I trusted completely.
Daniel (D) I trusted completely.
And Ani I trusted completely.

Ahhaaaa, fuck. I'm screwed.

Lyrics of the day--
"Perfect Enemy" by tATu

You take it all away
But never give it back
And this is what you say
Their lives are yellow-black

And this is how they move
And this is how they sway
That danger is the truth
They die and come again

Obstacles and signs
Perilous and looming
Dangerous and moving
Dangerous and moving
Obstacles and signs
Perilous and looming
Dangerous and moving
Dangerous and moving

No mercy for the lost
No soothing for the sad
The line is never crossed
They are the living dead

And this is how they move
And this is how they sway
That danger is the truth
They die and live again

Obstacles and signs
Perilous and looming
Dangerous and moving
Dangerous and moving
Obstacles and signs
Perilous and looming
Dangerous and moving
Dangerous and moving

Obstacles and signs
Perilous and looming
Dangerous and moving
Dangerous and moving
Obstacles and signs
Perilous and looming
Dangerous and moving
Dangerous and moving


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