Lover_Doll

...Mon Couer Bat Pour Tu...
2005-12-10 03:44:00 (UTC)

I'm so fucking sick of all this shit. [EDITED]

I'm ready to give up on everyone. I seriously think only
stupid people can have good relationships; because they
don't have enough of a mind to worry, or think "hey, there
are other fish in the sea!"
No, I'm completely serious about that.

"Do you hate your bed?"
I HATE my bed.
"Why?"
...Because it's big.

Of course that's what I said, but what I THOUGHT was:
"Because the size of it reminds me that I'm sleeping alone.
And I don't like sleeping alone."

I don't. I throw shit like boxes and plushies on my
bed... so I wont feel so lonely. u_u;

This describes how I sometimes feel:
"There was a time when I was all alone, waiting for someone
I could call my own. I closed my eyes and dreampt you up on
day: my prince of charms would ride up, and we'd fly away."
[Mandy Moore]

But this describes how my life goes:
"No longer waiting, remove illusions; No more complaining,
forget confusion. No more confession, not sentimental; I am
now something... experimental."
[tATu]

...God that's horrible. Ugh.

Lyrics for the day--
"We Shout", by tATu

I will forget my dreams
Nothing is what it seems
I will effect you
I will protect you
From all the crazy schemes

You traded in your wings
For everything freedom brings
You never left me
You never let me
See what this feeling means

Everything that you feel
Is everything that I feel
So when we dream
We shout...

We shout...

You say it's all complex
Passion can pass for less
We never bothered
Telling each other
What we were bound to guess

Will anybody care
We could go anywhere
Going through danger
Talking to strangers
Will there be someone there

Everything that you feel
Is everything that I feel
So when we dream
We shout...

We shout...
We shout...


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