HangmanTheory

My Ruined Reputation
2005-12-09 03:12:00 (UTC)

Maybe Forever Can Be Twice...

Ok, so today has been really weird. First, Joey offers me
sex for my birthday...Totally weird since we broke
up...what...9 or 10 months ago? And then Jacob asks me
this totally random question about who I would have sex
with. So I told him I didn't know and I asked him who he
would do and he said the only person I'm talking to. I'm
all like *looks around and points to self* and he's like
yup. So I'm kinda like wow. So then he asks me again who I
would have sex with if I got the chance and I told him the
truth...which is him. And I guess it turns out he likes me
again. For what reason, I do not know, but ok. Today is
like...return of the ex's day or something. It's so
confusing! And I mean...I'm not in love with Sean...I
really am not. I don't know how to explain it, but it's
like when I'm with him I think I love him but other times
it's just like ok whatever. I need help. FUCK! And I'd
feel so bad if I broke up with him because he's really the
sweetest guy in the world, but I just don't love him. So I
don't know...And he wants to fucking get married. OMG!
Help? Please? I'll give you a cookie...? *sighs*




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