Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2005-12-05 13:06:09 (UTC)

Into Every Life A Little Snow Must Fall

Must it though? No, seriously, must it fall? And don't
get me wrong, it's not that I don't like snow, it's the one
redeeming quality of winter, but it's not winter yet. It's
late fall! Winter doesn't official begin until December
21st. Today is only the 5th, so why is there a winter
storm warning? Why is it going to snow tomorrow? And more
importantly, why don't I have any boots?

Well that last question is the easiest. Because I left my
good winter boots over some guys' house several years ago.
But that was my stupidity really, I should have known
better and much like they said on Home Movies, "It's time
to pay the price."

So this means I have to take my limited funds and go out
and buy a brand new pair of winter boots. Actually I saw
these super cute boots in this store window in the
Gallery. They're Timberland boots, but they fold down on
the side and are really, really cute. I think I want them
in black and white or maybe lavender and cream. But really
with lavender you kinda have to have something that matches
with them; if not you run the risk of looking like a
complete moron.

*Sighs....*

I really wish this winter weather crap would hold off until
at least after the new year. I'm still under my magic
number in my bank account, and will be at least until
sometime after the new year. Wah.... I hate money. It's
the cause of all problems and the root of all evil.
Personally I wish I could wave some weird magic wand and
have me, my family, and friends roll around naked in gobs
and gobs of money. But alas, I must work... And as a
final pelvis/ groin crushing blow, it's at a job that I
can't stand. Ah well... My hope is that things will get
better.

Actually, I kinda know things are going to get better.
Saturday night going into Sunday, I had this dream that I
had broken out of this... I won't say it was a prison, but
more like a detention type center thing.

It was weird cause I had slipped past these guards and went
up these stairs and out this door. The wind was trying to
hold me back from going out the door, but I turned around
and walked backwards and that held off the wind so I could
go though the door. Then I was on the roof with all these
glass windows.

I hopped around on the roof tops until I came out of this
office/ classroom type situation. Walking on top of this
large stack of paperwork I see the front door and I know I
have to go though it. Jumping down off the paperwork, I
land on the ground and run toward the door. Some woman is
trying to stop me and I tell her that I have an appointment
at the free clinic (don't ask it's a dream remember).

But the woman says okay and doesn't stand in my way, so I
run out the front doors. As soon as I go out the doors,
the alarm for an escaped prisoner sounds and the doors
behind me automatically lock and for some reason I'm in
front of my old elementary school (Emlen) waiting for the
get away car which comes up and me and some guy (who I
think is my husband) speed off into the distance and no one
ever finds us.

Pretty wild dream huh? It had it all, a daring escape, a
tiny bit of romance, free clinic references... It was
really interesting. However being the dream interpreter I
am, this dream has some really deep meaning. It means that
I feel as though I'm getting out of a situation where I was
trapped. And the fact that no one ever finds me or this
guy I was with means that I will be permanently free from
the trap situation thing. So, I really do think things
will be getting better from now on.

Woo-hoo: I know things are going to get better. How do I
know? I'm not sure, but I just know.

Barf: Wah it's going to snow and I don't have any winter
boots. This bites!

Current Song: Two-Mix's White Reflection song from Gundam
Endless Waltz (damn whatever happened to those Gundam Wing
fangirls?)




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