ShadowDawn

aRegretfulSerenity
2005-12-04 07:53:54 (UTC)

de ja vu

im hurt and lost.
i care a lot about her. shes someone i concider a good
friend. a really good friend, but she so angry at me and i
dont know why.
she hates me.
what did i do? i want to say i dont deserve this anger but
i dont even know why it exists.
i cant stand to have someone so close to me hate me like
this. and say the things she said. they hurt.
i only want to bet there for you and i have done nothing
but fulfill that. i want to be ur crying shoulder, the
friend to come to, someone you can trust, and yet here i
find myself at the brunt of ur rage and i dont know why i
deserve it.
why?
please tell me.
i never wanted to hurt you, but if i have i need to know.
i dont want to do it again. please stop hating me...

de ja vu.




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