Sarah

dying fears and broken tears
2005-12-02 00:35:00 (UTC)

Odd Smoke

I had the strangest sensation when I went and smoked
tonight. It was as if I was suddenly so very heavy, and I
couldn't get my body to respond to the commands my mind
gave it. It was all I could do to get my body to stand
next to the fence for support. I felt oddly detatched from
myself. I actually kinda liked it though. First smoke
I've had in a couple of days, so I feel much better now.
Oh, and the cig was a Marborol Red. Matt gave me some, so
now I am deeply in love with him. Ain't I cheap, lol.

Ok, back to homework with me. Just thought I'd share that
interesting experience.

~Sarah~




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