shaneil

shaneil
2005-11-29 10:05:40 (UTC)

life sucks and i had to deal

i left jon because he was i dick and then i got with the
man that i love so much and i went to a mental hospital
because i cheated on him and i wanted to kill my self and i
think that i am so attached to him cause i am not
interested to fined any one else and then i found out that
i had a std and cancer and i am only 18 and i have no
fammily and that sucks and all i got is him and because i
love him so much he that i am pushing him away and i cant
do that anymore i love him so that when i cant keep pushing
i got just let him be and he will care more about me and i
would love that i hve been through so much shit and i cant
see a better guy to go throught it with then him.
dont give up
god will only give as much as he know that you can handel
and sometimes you wont to give up but god nows and i think
that he knows how to make you rialize how to make you a
better person and to make you gerow




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