Jase

Enter My World...
2005-11-17 15:59:42 (UTC)

oh, just stuff

well, i left college. i had to go in for a meeting with my
mother last week & they went on and on and on...in the end,
she decided to put me on a "contract", which stated that i
had to spend every single one of my frees in the learning
centre & that i had to attend every lesson without fail.
she also informed me that i couldn't go to uni next year
anyway, because of a) the deadline & b) the amount of work
i've missed means i would have had to have taken some exams
for RE at a later date, which causes complications. i went
home, and thought fair enough. i woke the next morning at
7am & thought deeply about it, and just wondered what the
hell the point was. a) there was no way i'd be able to
catch up on work, b) spending EVERY free in the LC &
attending EVERY lesson would be impossibile for me to do,
c) i'd fail the exams - i'd get E's at best, and that i
don't want & d) i wouldn't be able to go to uni if i
continued ANYWAY, so what's the point? i therefore decided
to leave. i emailed them and told them my plans of getting
a fulltime job, which i intend to do. they are looking at
the dairy - 275 quid a week, which is good, but mike says
that job has gone, or it's only part time or something.
they haven't even sent me an application form off, and i
rang on monday. i'll have to phone them later to see what
the situation is. i'm going back to college next september
to complete my a-levels, because i DO want to eventually
end up at uni. ben's dropped out, aswell. so yeah, it DOES
feel like a huge weight has being lifted off me, because i
don't have to worry about phonecalls from college & i don't
have to dread going into an RE lesson, with the one and
only Sue...

going to hull to see LG & Sare tomorrow with ben, ruth &
kt. i don't know ANY details, though. i've only got 20
quid, and 12 of that is for the train & the other 8 for 2
bottles of wine, only i don't know. james has said he'll
take us through, if we give him petrol money, but i suspect
he's got an alterior motive. i'm thinking he's gonna
coincidentally get "lost" and me & kt won't end up there,
but i dunno. i kinda need him to give us a lift through, so
i don't have to pay the train fair. i don't even know when
i'm coming back. i want to on sunday, but LG says there's
no trains, so it could be the monday...or the saturday,
which kt thinks it is, and that's probably the only reason
why she's coming. oh, what a MESS. i'll have to ring them
both later to finalise things. i'm looking forward to it,
though. think we're going to fuel on friday night, which
should be fun. i wanna get drunk & dance on the podium
there with sare & kt. i can just imagine it. how fabulous.
saturday i wanna stay cause becky & mark will be coming out
with us, aswell as laila (UGH, can't stand her, but never
mind), so there'll be quite a lot of us going out, so
that'd be fun. i dunno, though. i am gonna have to get it
sorted.

soph wants to go see Saw 2 next week, so i've said sure. i
hope she still wants to - it'll be nice to have a day out
with just me & her. it'll give us a chance to talk, if
anything. i think she regrets leaving mike for darrian. she
mailed me yesterday and told me she feels bad for mike, and
she just wanted to go over & hug him. *sigh*. i knew this
would eventually happen. as i say, i'm gonna have to have a
long talk with her next week.

babysitting next saturday night. should be fun. i like
babysitting - my dad's house is fabulous, so it's nice to
chill out there & just muck around with the kids (OK, that
sounded pretty pervey didn't it?), but u know what i mean.
i'm getting paid for it, aswell! something'll probably
happen which means i won't get to babysit, because that
ALWAYS happens. a meal gets cancelled, or the kids are
going to their dads...something will crop up.

i want so many albums...

-Sugababes - Taller In More Ways (Best british girl group
since The Spice Girls)
-Katie Melua - Piece By Piece (Her voice takes me places -
she's amazing)
-Charlotte Church - Tissues & Issues (Releases great pop
records)
-Madonna - Confessions On A Dancefloor (Queen of Pop...an
icon...need I say more)
-KT Tunstall - Black Horse & The Cherry Tree (a real
talent - i'd love to listen to more of her material)
-Gwen Stefani - Love Angel Music Baby (yeh, STILL haven't
got it)

i also need the desperate housewives boxset, the descent
(DVD - if u haven't seen it...SEE IT), nip/tuck series 2 on
boxset, afterlife (DVD), Lost (boxset) & Sugar Rush
(DVD)...i want loadsa new clothes, aswell, so you see...i
do KINDA need a job, don't i?

anyway, here's hoping the weekend goes fine...i'll let you
know how everything goes & all the goss in due course.

knux




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