ErykahKayne

My Daily Bread
2005-11-13 17:48:03 (UTC)

in general

ya'll will not believe what happened last night. sooo,
once again i go to picc babe up from work at 9:00..it's
Saturday so we figure ok, we know we can get us a bottle
tonight. so we skidaddle on down to liquor store #1..don't
see no lights or nothing...so i'm like "damn, is this
store ever open?" we go to liquor store #2 down the street
from our house...no lights, no nothing. what the hell is
going on? then we decide to try one last time at the
corner grocery store..NO! so i'm like "babe maybe we
should ask one of the locals if there's a liquor store
open around here." why did we ask the cashier and he said
all the liquors stores close at 9:00!!! what the fucc? i
intstantly got mad.

anyway, a half of box of Cinnamon Toast Crunch, and 2
joints ago, i went to take babe to work. he gets off at
5..and ma is at church. last night she made some banana
pudding for reggie and some greens.. i gotta cook some
meat to go with them later on. on the 28 i think of this
month, ma is going to San Antonio for 3 weeks. Some class
for work. i made sure we had plenty of for them few weeks
cuzz i ain't gonna wanna do hardly no cooking. i think
she's getting better. tuesday she's supposed to go bacc to
work.

i'm wondering about Larry. Shell said she had a dream that
he's been smoking cracc again. and she ain't seen him or
heard from him in a week. i hope not..but u know how it is
when all signs point to one thing. especially if u done
been there before. right now i just hope he's ok. but my
main concern is for my niece and nephews. they love they
damn daddy. i mean, he's grown, but them kids, they don't
need to have to keep dealing with that, u know? that could
potentially fucc them up. and Shell, i mean after 10 yrs,
u get tired of the same old shit. u get comfortable also.
and i think she was that for a while but she's coming out
of it. she knows now that u can't depend on no nigga.
especially a cracc smoking one that can't stay outa jail.
i mean, i love larry to death, and he always gon be my
nigga whether they together or not. i would love to see
them together and have it work out, and him stop smoking
FOR GOOD...but she can't wait around for it nomore. those
kids are older now, and they know what's going on. and
shell just can't keep waiting on him to grow up and
realize that cracc is not where it's at (lmao
bawhahahahaha..i can't believe i just said that) but shit,
u get me though..i mean come on now..he 34 yrs old....he
need to get it together.
man i done spent alota time talkin bout this..but fa'real
though..i hope he's ok and shell just gotta do what she
gotta do. hell she might decide to sticc it out. HOPEFULLY
HE'S NOT SMOKING THOUGH and then i can just rest easy.




Ad: