Completely Incomplete

Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
2005-11-13 17:25:49 (UTC)

Happy? Yay!

I'm so happy now. Not a grey cloud in sight, in my mind!

Josh is back. I got his e-mail from someone, and e-mailed
him a long letter.

No one really knew how much I missed him. I never said I
missed him, because I figured Justin always missed him
more, and I would just sound stupid.

It was like losing my brother for four years. I almost
couldn't deal with it.

I thought he was gone forever, off to college. But he's
still here. And I can't stop smiling.

And, drum roll pleaasseee...

I'm off to N.S. this summer with Jenn and Nik. Amazing!!!
They have no ideal how much this means to me. I'm so
excited.

I'm trying to raise my own money. I want this
responsibility. More so to prove to myself that I can
handle something like this. I don't want to be spoon fed
for the rest of my fudging life.

I can do this. God I'm so happy. Not on drugs, not on
prozac. Just genuinly .. happy. It doesn't happen for me
very often now a days.

I LOVE YOU NIK!




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