Kennenjora

Dragon Eyes And Angel Wings
2005-11-12 07:53:26 (UTC)

Stay

Ok.... So i just talked to Katie P and told her she
should move to GP with me and get a fresh start. She said
she can't because she's taking a course at the K-town
college. I told her to take it in GP but she said she
can't because she already signed up for it. (Isn't there
such thing called a transfer?) I asked her why she wanted
to stay in K-town and if maybe she felt because it was
home to her? And she said pretty much.. and for Courtney.
WOW. Bit of a slap in the face but whatever. Considering
I've known her since grade 2 and she's know Courtney since
like... gr 11 or gr 12? Guess some friends just aren't as
important anymore. Actually I shouldn't say that. I'm just
bitter I guess. I've got a feeling Katie will be one of
those ppl who never leave that goddamn tiny excuse of a
town. She'll marry a loser and have a few bratty kids and
that'll be about it. Fuck sakes. We're young. Shouldn't we
feel like doing more with out lives than staying in the
pathetic town we grew up in and take a useless college
course? I'm sure if Courtney asked her to move somewhere
she'd go in a heartbeat. People certainly change. And why
would she want to stay in a town that, in the past two
years, has caused her so much pain? To hang onto memories?
I guess so.

Sorry. Ok no more bitching.... for a few mintues anyway.

Yesterday I went on a date. We went bowling. We went
fricken BOWLING! Hahaha! But it was actually a great time.
(My score was crap but who cares?) Nicole, her man Regan
and his friend, Matt, (my "date") all went... had some
beer and some good laughs.
Matt was cute and the conversation was flowing easily...
which was nice. So he said he'd call on sunday or monday
and we'd go see a movie.
Maybe this is what I need. Someone to have fun with. I've
been pretty lonely and depressed for quite a few months.As
if that wasn't obvious. I know everyone's had their up's
and downs but for the past few months it has been a lot of
down's. Maybe something positive is being thrown my way.
I should probably hold on to it for dear life. Lol.
Anyways... I think and i should go and do some
yoga...yes... thats what i'll do... some yoga.

"woooosssaaaaaa"

-Dragon Eyes*




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