sodomy_and_lust

The Dirty Slurpee
2005-10-30 04:44:54 (UTC)

touch it, suck it and fuck it.

so i had a decent day until i got on this thing and read
stacy's journal. like i went with my uncle to lunch a
store 2 malls and the porn shop. then jason came over, and
we did our own thing. but after reading stacy's journal
ive now come to realize im sure things are going to go
down hill extremely quick..... been down this road before
with the thinking of someone else thing. her and ryan that
is. so im a lil more than pissed at this point cause as i
said ive been down this road and it never ends well. if ya
wonder what im talking about this is from her journal.

"Me and Ryan are on speaking terms again, which is really
nice. I missed him. And it's kinda weird actually... I've
been thinking about him hardcore for the passed few weeks.
Since a dream I had with him in it. Which is making me
wonder, did the dream really mean anything? Or was it just
a dream... I dont know...Ryan said some shit last night
that really made me wonder... He constantly compliments
me. He has from day one.. Like last night, left me a
comment on one of my pictures on myspace. That i think i
look horrible in... I'm wearing a green shirt, and well...
a green skirt. And he said it was beautiful... And he
like.. I dont know...He's called me hot, sexy, adorable,
cute, pretty... Everything...Also what was said... That
I'm the only person he's ever met that he can think about,
talk to, or be around, and it turns him on... That
i'm "irresistable." The words from his mouth. Over the
phone... Heh...Yeah... I dont know... That's the major
difference between him and Dane... I've gotten
complimented by Dane once from what I can recall... And he
said i looked hot... I dont know, I'm just... yeah... Not
torn... Just confused."

as i said since things are going decent for me just give
it time things will go to hell quickly. cause shes
wondering about him and im wondering about both their
intentions. this is just bothering the living fuck outta
me to no end. im just sure im going to become
obsolete..... these lyrics are my mood right now. late!

Shock

Welcome to my world
Headfirst to the earth
With my sights on the goddamned kill switch
I've become a fuse
Charged with attitude
Fixed and dialated by my anger

I have become a direct
I have become a current
I have become a direct
I have become insurgent

I will be the power surge
Shock to the system
Electrified, amplified
Shock to the system

Alternate my wires
Heat my core desire
I will not stand for condemnation
I've become the volts
To lead the revolt
Fuck with me ensues certaind danger

I have become a direct
I have become a current
I have become a direct
I have become insurgent

I will be the power surge
Shock to the system
Electrified, amplified
Shock to the system

I am the power surge
I am the insurgent
Electrified, amplified
Electrified, amplified

Shock!





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