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The Adventures of Jules Santana
2005-10-26 20:16:01 (UTC)

A Brand New Day

Well I started typing this earlier this morning and managed
to type almost like 3 pages worht of catch up and then all
of a sudden everything disappeared and I didn’t have the
strength to type everything all over again until now the
end of the day. Anyway, I was going to name this
entry “New Beginnings” or “Start Anew” but it turns out
I’ve used those titles before so I’ve decided on the one
above. Anyway, I’m here on the 3rd day of my new job and
things are going really well. I have to be honest, I really
enjoy all of the people here and all, but I can’t help but
think at any moment everything is going to hit the fan, but
I think it’s just a culture shock. I mean I just left
working in downtown Philly to the suburbs, but damn if I’m
not liking being able to park my car right in front of my
building and not having to walk all the way. I was really
touched when I left work last Friday though, I got lots of
gifts and even cried when I said bye to Pat because it was
really an emotional type of thing. But I did get a really
nice tie and a mini tv, that hooks up to my car lighter, so
you know my ass takes lunch everyday at 1pm and sits in the
car eating, smoking a cigarette and watching Days of Our
Lives. I am truly insane now!!! No but things are well.
There has been a lot personally that has gone on though
that has me in a different space. Well last Friday Luke
took me out to drinks and dinner and I got totally wasted.
We then went to Wanda’s place where I rolled what I must
say has to be one of the best blunts that I’ve rolled in my
entire life. Anyway, we got all fucked up and then Luke
asked me to go back to spend the night with him, of which I
agreed. Well I’m getting ahead of myself, the night before
on Thursday, in the middle of sex Luke whispers in my ear
that he has something to tell me, and then proceeds to tell
me that he’s fallen in love with me. Now I was totally
shocked and stunned, not over the fact that he said that
b/c I knew that was true, but that he said it during sex.
I mean like right in the middle of sex too. I must’ve just
layed there looking at him for at least a minute. I
eventually told him I’m in love with him too, but he was
embarrassed and all b/c I just looked at him. I mean but
give me a break here, who the hell says that right smack in
the middle of sex??!!?? Anyway, so this Friday night was
the first night we were going to have sex since this
happened the night before. Well we get back to his place
at 1am and his roommate, Macaire, was still awake. Now
apparently she and him have issues from way back in the day
when b/c when they would drink apparently they would fight
extremely nasty. Well she comes in and asks to smell his
breath and everything. When she realizes he’s been
drinking, she proceeds to berate him in front of me, tell
him that he needs to pack his shit right then and there and
move out!! Of course Luke didn’t move out and told her to
shut the fuck up and closed his door, while she continued
to yell and scream and just be the nasty deceitful and
hurtful ugly bitch that I thought she was when I first met
her. I need to look in my old entries b/c I know I’ve
written about the vibe I get from her. Anyway, she
continues to say things and then says “Why don’t you move
in with Chris (Luke’s ex) he’s still in love with you, I’m
sure he’ll take you back”. Now I know she said that just
to get me pissed off at Luke, but instead I got pissed off
at her and we all know Julian will smack a bitch. I didn’t
though b/c I knew it would be worse for Luke. So I was
just a good boyfriend and I stayed the night and we layed
and slept together. Personally I think this is a blessing
in disguise sine he may now move to Rittenhouse Square
downtown in to a fabulous place, so we’ll see. Anyway,
things are cool now, but not with his roommate, they’re not
on speaking terms, but fuck that bitch. I think I
definitely had more to say before but now it’s almost time
for me to go so I’m gonna go to the bathroom to kill the
last 10 minutes and then I’m out. I’ll write more
tomorrow.

I’m out.




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