Lady_Atheist

Inquiring minds want to know.....
2005-10-26 15:22:09 (UTC)

6 months

Okay so heres what's been up. David was in lincoln park
for about 2 months and then he came home only to live at
shannas house. the bitch won;t even let me come over to
spend time with my own fiance cuz she read a letter that i
wrote to him that was none of her damn business. Nicki
walked in on one of our fights the other day (david just
freaked out at me for no reason) and of course is telling
everyone that i am doing the drama thing. its funny how
when people don't like you everything automatically
becomes your fault no matter if it is or isn't. david has
been going through mood swings today. I'm hoping we move
to lansing soon. He doesn't know if he wants to go yet but
it would be a great oppurtunity for both of us if we just
moved there. i could have a good job and pay my bills and
he could go to school. for that matter so could i. and
we'd have an apartment. and it would be nice to not be so
close to the damn family too. its not like he sees them a
whole lot as is. i don't know why we can't just move to
lansing and see them on the weekends. Lansing isn't even
that far away. All i know is that i love david and all the
shit going on lately is a pain in my ass and i'm tired of
it . i'm tired of laci and shanna and nicki and kessa and
bryan. I'm tired of what ever david is trying to be right
now. I want him to be the david that i would visit in
Lincoln Park. he was so sweet and caring and well...
david. but when hes home it feels like it did before, at
pine street. i'm so sick of this. i love him and i don't
want this to get screwed up. okay enough babbling. later




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