Hakerz338

Grass is Greener on the Other Side
2005-10-26 07:57:10 (UTC)

I fucked up

I made her cry. I thought I'd never do that. I can't
sleep... The fact is I still love her. It hurt last night
seeing her in my fav. hoodie. I love her, when i told her
those words I meant them. I still do and it kills me to
death i still love her. The fact is she's got someone else,
better than me. I took all that energy I had and put it
towards making myself a better man. I did. However at what
cost? I lost friends, and now with my big mouth I lost the
one girl i really love. That's why I went to check on her. I
couldn't look at her. I meant everything I ever told her.
It's just... I am scared to let her close to me agian. I
don't want to fall for her agian. Like I did a few times
before, I don't want to get close to her. I need to clear my
head...I'm goin out for a drive.

3:56 AM




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