supergoddess

This diary is my kief,hashish,&opium pip
2005-10-25 11:01:58 (UTC)

???


Last entry I thought I was going to die.

And I said I wanted to wake up this morning to something
happy.

This morning my dad woke my up by hitting me with pillows
and kissed me on the cheek.

And I'm thinking, maybe everything will be ok.

Maybe I have someone watching over me.

Maybe it's my dad.

And I know I ... never, show my parents in a positive
light here, but everyone fights with their parents, I
guess.

All the 'unacceptable' feelings, the terrible horrible
thoughts I have, go here. Whenever I'm angry, I let
everything out here, rather than to keep it inside of me.

Does this mean that my diary has a bad aura? Hopefully it
doesn't because I love it here, and I've always thought
hopefully I can publish it, but I really need to step into
reality.

Who could read this and actually think I have any talent?
Who could read this and without saying to themselves "wow,
this girl thinks such terrible things"?

I guess I'm screwed???




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