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2005-10-24 02:15:43 (UTC)

ponder life

[22:09] bloodfetish0915: its funny
[22:10] bloodfetish0915: because like when i really wanna talk
[22:10] bloodfetish0915: she can never talk
[22:10] bloodfetish0915: shes preocupied with someone else
or something else
[22:10] bloodfetish0915: and then she wonders why im not
open to her


this is from a conversation i had with my friend

You want to know why im not as open with you? Its because
when I need you and when I feel like complete shit and i
wanna talk to you...you arent there...i dont care if u can
give me action...i dont give a fuck about that anymore
because if you cant even fucking talk when I need to and we
cant talk to each other, this relationship is pointless
because as you say people need to be open for there to be a
relationship, and i cant tell you everything if when I need
you the most, i have to turn to another friend because you
arent sleeping or you cant pay attention (for whatver reason
you choose)...

more ponderings about life later...(see my Marijuana post
for a hint at what im going to post next)




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