Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
What could she do? What will she do on Monday? I already
know she's capable of placing scars on a niave soul's
wrists ... What will she do to shut up the niave soul?
She could bring a gun. A knife. Anything. Do I care? No.
I've been prepared to be hurt, and die before.
It's not likely anything will happen anyways. Her mother
will get her help.
But this is what it's come to. She continues to lie to me!
Saying she's stopped, when I can see that she hasn't.
She's a compulsive liar. And she'll get the "attention" she
now deserves. Moi ha.
Though, she threatened to commit suicide if I tell her
mother. My mother and Brennan are a little shot down from
this ... Unlike me.
The guilt? The guilt she doesn't fuckign feel can rest on
me. They can back out. They don't have to do anything. Just
me and her mother face to face.
If she doesn't believe me it goes to the cops. I'll take
all responsibility. All blame.
This ends now. The burden off my mind so I can live
my "life" once more.
Nik hasn't been on in two days. He's set to offline, and
his phone is on but he's not answering.
I haven't spoken to him since he fell asleep. But he would
be on by now, or would have called. And I'm a little
'Cause if somethign has happened, how the fuck would I
know? What would I do? Well ...
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