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2005-10-14 03:59:55 (UTC)

i hit the iceberg HARD (juss te quiero)

Meaning of the title-

I hit the iceberg HARD. Wednesday night me and Kayla were
talking about the whole Grant and all of us liking him
thing and she was like "I'm gonna try to cut it off before
I hit the iceberg" meaning she didn't like him that much
and she was gonna try to stop it before it got worse. But
then there's me...I really hit the iceberg. Smashed into
the damned thing! So yes. Only well I'm screwed. Might as
well give up. It's gonna be hard though. Damn me. Every
guy I ACTUALLY REALLY like...I can never get. Then there's
guys I kinda like who kinda like me back then I'm like
nope. RAWR ON GUYS. The end of this.

Then the "juss te quiero" thing. Last night I was talking
to Grant too (last night was wednesday), and yes. I was
like "What's 'I love you' in Spanish?" And that's what he
said it was. I dunno if it's right. But oh well.

And now for the theme song of the day.
I just listened to it. And it kinda made me think.

Wait first comes my theme line from a song. This is
totally today and right now.
"To experience the bittersweet
To taste defeat
Then brush my teeth"
Yeah bittersweet was being in complete like with Grant and
not being liked back, defeat is me finally seeing I can't
win and what's the point and that it's finally time to
give up and just accept that we're friends. And I'm in the
process of brushing my teeth. That part's just starting.
I've just discovered my defeat.
I hope this toothbrush has cinnamin tooth paste!


NOW for the song of the day:
THERE GOES MY LIFE
-Kenny Chesney
All he could think about was I'm too young for this.
Got my whole life ahead.
Hell I'm just a kid myself.
How'm I gonna raise one.

All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke.
So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the
coast.
Oh well, those plans are long gone.

[Chorus:]
And he said,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
Might as well kiss it all good-bye.
There goes my life.......

A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers
later.
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator.
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.

Momma's waiting to tuck her in,
As she fumbles up those stairs.
She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear.
Sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncin' curls.

[Chorus:]
He smiles.....
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you, daddy good-night.
There goes my life.

She had that Honda loaded down.
With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his
American Express.
He checked the oil and slammed the hood, said you're good
to go.
She hugged them both and headed off to the West Coast.

[Chorus:]
And he cried,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you.
Baby good-bye.

There goes my life.
There goes my life.
Baby good-bye.

Ok now I'm really going to bed. Especially since I've been
told to get off the computer 5 mins ago. AHEM. hehe. Later.

Nicole




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