Proud Mommy
2005-10-13 16:03:25 (UTC)

My Prayers of Love and Affection

my prayers of love and affection

im praying that you see
i want you
i need you
but i wont beg
for your love and affection

i have too much pride
too many doubts
too many questions

and you have
too many that dote upon you
with lusting eyes
my offer is small in comparison
to all that attention

but oh how my heart sings to me
as its breaking in your presense

and so ill be your silent worshiper
your secret crush
and ill smile
when you look my way
and bite my tongue
as i choke back my tears
because that pain
is more bearable
than your rejection

but at night
all i pray for
is your love and affection