Proudmommy

Proud Mommy
2005-10-13 15:55:45 (UTC)

Hearts Division

Hearts Division
You and I
Alone inside
An empty room
Watching the rose in the vase
On the windowsill die
Watching the moon in the sky
Disappear behind a cloud

Body spirits coincide
Eye to eye touching view
There's only one of you
Who understood my mirror eyes
When you sang it made me cry
For I thought I'd found paradise
But we cannot live for always
I had to leave

Gaining a love for you
Was like walking through the door of one-ness
I was drawn to you like a reflecting image
I loved you
I saw the turmoil
I saw the pain
I felt the evil person inside of you
You were my dreamtime
Those dreams came at a price
No more
I have awoken from this dream
Now I can dream my own dreams

shivers of hatred
falling into bunnicide FUCK THE HIDING
sleeping inside the fire
screaming in tongues for this to turn around and
WHY WAS IT LIKE THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE
waiting for the explosion to blow me to the ground
into the one way circle that never has an end
BUT IT'S ALWAYS HEADED STRAIGHT FUCKING DOWN
waking from the reality
drinking from the devils blend
HOPING THAT IN SOME WAY ALL THIS SHIT MIGHT SOMEDAY END
i pray that some day this will all just fall away
fading and hating the flesh that's always there for the
taking
IT TASTES SO FRESH WHY NOT TAKE THE SEX OF THE BEST WHO'S
NEXT?!
reveling in the pleasure FULL ON PAIN waiting blind for
the
next red rails in my skin

...slash me deeper
i've already been scored to the core...

but for you surprise i despise every nail i drive in with
all my lies and my sin
the pain is caused by pleasure no mater how hard i try to
fuck it away
IT WON'T LEAVE
i'm about to break
no matter what i've done it's back again
FUCK IT




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