As I cry these silent tears.
As he walks out the door.
Scattered are all my fears.
On the bedroom floor.
I should have seen this coming.
But I chose not to believe.
Now my tears are flowing.
I never thought he would leave.
If I only I had treated him right.
Then maybe he would not have turned to her.
If only I did not turn everything into a fight.
This love he would return.
I drove him away.
I will not lie.
I regret this day.
I feel like I could die.
If I had been more loving.
He would never have doubted.
All those words, all that shoving.
If only my anger had not spouted.
I can not think of this any longer.
If I do I know I will go crazy.
I always pushed myself to be stronger.
I'm seeing things, but it's hazy.