slave jess

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Ezoic
2005-10-12 17:37:02 (UTC)

sub diary 12-10-05

greetings,

why am i feeling so lost tonight? i feel so alone. i think
it all comes from months of anticipation and expectations.
i am finally free of the burden of ownership. i now own
nothing basically. it was my last tie.

i came home this afternoon and it was just as if i hadnt
been away. my mother was asking what was dinner, my roomies
asking where their clothes were, my dog even wanting me to
throw a ball for her. life is good. i did log on for a
short while and Master was marked as being online. i did
send Him an IM but He didnt respond so i guess He was
asleep or away from computer. i am barracking for the
asleep senerio as if He was away i know He would have left
me an offline or 2. i hope i will be able to chat to
Master briefly tomorrow. i have so much to tell Him.

love to all
but most of all
love to my Master,
slave jess {MJ}



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