slave jess

Journal of Joels slave
2005-10-09 21:16:00 (UTC)

sub diary 09-10-05

greetings,

i am tiring of having to wake each day to go into work.
one day i would like to sleep in then leisurely wake ,
follow my tasks then begin my day. with my mother here
that isnt possible anyways as she knocks on my door until
i open it. not the best "mood music" for doing my
task...the constant knocking off my mother while i have my
vibe deep in my mouth!!!!

i had planned on working all day but when i got there, i
was undisturbed so i was able to work quickly and actually
finish all the last minute stuff that needed to be done.
i was home around lunch and was able to spend some time
chatting with Master.

Wwe talked about something that i do to keep control and i
dont feel it really made my Master happy at all but He
said He understood but was worried this may carry over
into real time. i dont feel myself it will as He will be
there in person to help me with this control. right now i
feel i am in need of a hard session. lately with the
limited time Master has only been able to talk me through
a quick sexual based session. i have asked Master if i can
find the time and place if He would consider pushing some
of my limits maybe. i need my head cleared and i have
found this has worked before.

Master is worried about leaving marks on my body that
others might see. i am not worried as i would wear these
marks as proudly as i now wear His collar.

i love You Master
love
slave jess {MJ}




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