Reyoko

Crystal Leopard
2005-10-06 10:53:14 (UTC)

End of the Year Exam

Dear D,

Okay, I have to tell you one thing, I went through shit
today! Today was one of those hateful days of end of the
year examinations. I didn?t really care if I fail or not,
but I did care later when I though about my career as a
writer. I hate the fact that writers won?t make enough
money to support themselves when it doesn?t become famous.

Anyways, my day was total hell, as I had three papers
today. Science, Sivik and English. I was okay when it came
to English because I?m a writer wanna-be so I?m okay when
it come down to my abilities. But my sivik was shit! I
didn?t even know what the hell I was writing, ya know?
Like I was total blurr a minute ago. As for my science, oh
brother, don?t get me started! I was like in a total daze!
Sure, there were a few that I could answer confidently, ah
shit, there were still questions that I answered like
crap!

I don?t know what?s wrong with me actually. I study hard
and I try as I hard as I can to remember stuff that I
learn, but no matter how much I try, it?s just wasted in
the dust. I could study day and night, and STILL nothing
goes in my head, other than?minor things.

It?s a haze to me, why can I remember ever event that
happens in a story, an anime or a game, but I can never
remember anything that happens when it come down to my
studies! I mean I?m a total clutz I know, but come on!
It's just not logic!

For now I have no choice, as long as I do what I can, I
make myself happy. Besides, as long as I can afford my
anime, comics and story books, I?m always happy. Just have
to try harder so that I can get a good job, have my own
money, buy my own apartment and write my story books all
day when it?s my day of the other job!

That?s my dream, and I?ll try the best to make it come
true. Well, betta get going, mom?s calling for dinner,
plus I still have to study for Maths and BM. *sigh*




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