faeryfriend

Buffy
2005-10-02 03:13:48 (UTC)

a place not a person

have you ever felt like all you were good for was a ride
and a place for people to get away from their problems?
well i've felt like that for a while. Morgan and i broke
up after almost 10 months and we are still ok friends,
it'll be kind of weird for a little while but i should
have expected that. i went to the football game last night
and i'm not joking when i say that i sat there alone
nearly crying and no one, not one person noticed let alone
cared or even said anything to me. it seemed like i was
just there for sam and katie to get a ride and another
reason for some people to show up at the game in the rain.
i sat there the whole time watching everyone else have fun
and laugh with friends. i sat alone on the wet benches and
then after the game was over when people needed a ride and
a place to get warm i became visible again. i'm starting
to think again that i could just not show up to school one
day and no one would notices except for when the teachers
call role and no one would even care. i could just leave
and it would be over and everyone else would be safe and
sound without a care in the world and no one to bring them
down.




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