heatherrrrrrrr

ching-ching!!!!
2005-10-01 04:11:50 (UTC)

im tired of it

this is gonna be the LAST fuckin date i have..im tired of
being nice to fuckin guys that do this shit to me..being
nice gets you NOWHERE..im prolly the biggest bitch i kno..n
that fuckin date i had tonight..i dont think he realized
it..but i showed HIM the door..i walked my ass up those
stairs n opened that fuckin door n waited..i was really
startin to like him too..i can never go with my instincts
again..omg i swear to god..i think he thinks that im nuts
too..the fact that he wanted to take my knife away at
dinner made me think i was..wtf..if he knew the story he
wouldnt think so..thats not even why im going to court..i
actually thought i had a good guy too..guess i was wrong..n
he said he would call me tomorrow..i would like to see that
happen..i would really like him too..i wanna hear what he
has to say..i watched him put that ball in that hole
too..thats why i was so pissed..if only he knew..this
really sucks..i thought he was perfect too..forget that
shit..fuckin screw me over for a party..wtfs with that..i
dont know if im playing hard to get or not..i really dont
know..but i bet u one thing..if i ever do see him again..i
bet u it wont be for a long time..i kno guys more than i
know myself..i feel like going fuckin lesbian after this
one..i dont understand y ppl are so different off the
phone..i mean y cant they be the same..i am..this really
sucks..i aint gonna be able to sleep tonight..especially
after that asshole called me today n my fuckin grandmother
made me talk to him n he nearly ruined my date..but it aint
the end of the world..i already got my next date lined
up..i just wish it never had to come to this...




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