Lost13

Lost...In Life...In Love...In This World
2005-09-28 20:02:11 (UTC)

Dont Die 2

I haven't seen or spoken to Ryan since
Monday...*Sighs*...I asked him if he was going to try it
again and he said he diden't know...Thats why he has to
stay in the hospital all week...I miss him so much...I
hope he's ok...Maybe after all this he wont be so
suicidel...

I've been just sitting here...Going through each day in a
trance...All my thoughts are focused on him...*Sighs*

If I knew what hospitle he was in,I would go visit
him...Even if it would send up a red flag on my true
feelings for him...But I dont really care about his
suspitions anymore...As long as he's alive,then I'll be
content...Even if he doesnt want to be with me...

As long as he's alive...

...I'll stay alive...

~*Lost*~


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