Kendra Adams

Once upon a Sunrise
2005-09-19 01:03:45 (UTC)

dear God**song**

God, I was just wondering if I could have another chance
For one last walk and one last dance
God I was wondering if I’ll be able to say Good-bye
If and when the time is right I’ll maybe be able to get by
God, I was just wondering, what did I do wrong?
Did you intend for me to feel so alone?
Did you think I would just go along?
I can’t bare this pressure, I’m missing my home

**Chorus**I was wondering why I ended up here tonight,
lost in a country with nothing to support its miserable
weight
I was wondering why you created my heart, for it to only
fill up with antagonizing hate
And I was just starting to wonder why you left me here to
die by myself
I don’t need your answer; I already know what it is. I was
your creation, I was your mistake

Dear God, I fully understand that everyone else gets to be
the one on the demand
You answer their calls first; you just leave me behind,
covered in lies, just like your mind
You said that you’d answer my questions of I ever had some
So here I am and you turn away. Now I am dieing here with
boredom
Dear God, I don’t need you anymore, no, I don’t need all
these lies just the truth
God, I’m so alone, I’m nothing but skin and bone, and I’m
so invisible you can see right through
And God, since you always know the plan for our life, why
did you lead me this way?
Because I was an error in your eyes, a big and fatal
contagious mistake

Kendra Adams
September 18, 2005




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