adinasgirl

AdinasGirl
2005-09-01 03:18:03 (UTC)

love

y does he havta say every thing rite, y do i havta like u
so much. wat do i havta do to get u to see it from my
eyes. how u feel about her is how i feel about u. i dont
get you josh.

and wat ben does to me god i feel like a helpless puppy
doing anyhing he says, to all of his comands. ben emailed
me back and said that he does compare his relationships to
the way we were when we were at 6 or 7 months when it was
fun!! ah that was really sweet u gotta watch out for ben
he'll pop in a few cute comments every once in a while.

i remember how it use to be, when me and ben broke up i
only lasted two weeks with out him. untill i got him to
hang out with me again, i knew if i could get him over to
my house things would change, and i remember he told
me "do u know how hard it is not to kiss u rite now" yep
my planned worked and i told him all the time that he was
just only suppose to be a candlelite date. but he turned
into more, into the guy that i dream about every nite.

so its starting to trickle down about me and tristan...i
can do with out him. i can have his good qualitys plus
more in somone else. there is two other ppl i want rite
now and maybe three for backup, but damn it idk how many
times i can get turned down in one day!?




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