NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2005-09-01 03:05:54 (UTC)

R.I.P..My Friend...05/15/75-08/26/05

She was young,beautiful,energetic,sharing,loving,there are
too many words that can describe what she was...she waitied
to be a mother her whole life,then on 06/24/05 her
beautiful lil miracle was born after she was told she was
never to have children...she got to be a mommy for two
months and two days and GOD ripped her from our
lives...there isnt a feeling(i think)that can describe how
hard it has hit me that my precious"sister"is gone..that's
what she was to me and my brothers and sister,she and her
brother grew up with my family...i'm not going to write
tonight(even though it's been a month)about what's been
going on with me,i want to talk about WHY....
I think about how she had a comeback for anything that was
said to her..WHY then did she go away?
I think about the hug she had to give when one was
down..WHY did she have to go away..GOD is Loving..GOD is
Cruel they say,well why would he let her be married for a
little over a year(btw she celebrated her 1st wedding ann
aug 13th)then give her a gift she was waiting for her
ENTIRE life..let her love her child for a little over two
months;then take her away? WHY WOULD HE BE SO CRUEL? Did he
give her the two things she wanted most for awhile so she
could spread her joy,then decided it was time to take her
home?Why let the criminals get away with cheating death,and
take such a loving person?...She wasn't bad,she wasn't
evil,so WHY NOW?....it's still so new,like the shock isn't
there yet....when will the hurt go away?.GOD why did you
take her away..was it a payment for when i asked you for a
miracle for helping me find a place for my things..and
someone to help me move..if so..I TAKE IT BACK,i'm
sorry..let me wake up from this dream and give her back to
us..she belongs here with US not YOU,not yet....You left
her daughter without a mother;her husband without a wife,a
mother and father with one child left..WHAT DID THEY DO TO
YOU?...

With much love,
Sadie

When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little,but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared-
Miss me,but let me go.

For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the Maker's plan,
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick at heart
Go to the friends we know
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds-
Miss me,but let me go.




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