Completely Incomplete

Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
2005-08-28 23:14:00 (UTC)

Denial?

"Kade", or Ravon I should say, hasn't kept in contact with
me since last night. Denied everything ... I wonder why.

Surely, I wasn't going to hold a grudge. But come off it!
Don't be in denial, think of the past, I'm never wrong.

I miss Nik all too much. I have nothing to do, nothing to
fill my time, and this empty void.

-Sigh- I'll get over it. I have things to do, Angels to
pray to.

Every night, he's the only one to hear my screams. I cry
to the moon, the sky filled with dark clouds. I plead
forgiveness, how was I to know. Forgive me Kevin, for
everything.

I taste blood, I think my nose is bleeding. Gah.
Boredome ... The high school orientation should be fun.
I'll see alot of my freinds again.

-Sigh- Guess that's all. I'm in love with a man a million
miles away. Whoo hoo, aren't I cool? At least I don't deny
who I am. Hint hint.




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