HerbGirl

Thoughts in Green
2005-08-25 23:09:14 (UTC)

Why does it have to be so fucking hard!

Ok so my best friend is going through some emotional shit -
as fucking usual. So as usual being the good friend that I
am I try to make more time for him in order to help him
figure out what makes him happy.

Like it's some magical thing I can just figure out.... why
is he all fucked up... shoudl be so simple... well usually
people have to figure things out for themselves but NO NOT
HIM!

He has to have someone hold his hand every step of the god
for saken way! I understand needing moral support and
needing people on your side but COME THE FUCK ON ALREADY!
He wants everyone to do eveything for him. He wants to have
someone motivate him to get up and work out, get a better
job, get a life... wipe his ass!

I am sick of it.... when is he going to see that only he
can trully fix his problems. I am trying to come up with
solutions but everyone gets shot down. He feels that if he
is an ass somedays we should just chalk it up to his
emotional state.... like it is some sort of an excuse to
treat people crappy!


NOT FUCKING COOL!

I have tried to get him to talk to a therapist and he does
but tells them a scewed version of the truth that makes him
look like the victim every time. Poor little "Will" no one
ever understnads him.. no one is ever on his side... I have
had his back and been on his side for 11 years.... so what
the fuck! Is that just some imaginary life he has made up
in his head... poor little pity party me....


OH MY GOD I AM SO SICK OF HELPLESS PEOPLE.

I had to do a lot of shit by myself to ya know and I don't
go around blaming whats happened in my life for all of my
misfortunes... shit thats life it happens... it's messy and
ugly and hard but it's also fullfiling and joyful and
wonderful if you let it be.


Why is it so hard for people to just let there lives be
joyful.... yes bad things happen to everyone but it does
not happen every second of the day! So when the bad is not
occuring focus on making the most of the good times you do
have.... Hello did everyone just forget about 911? I know
that I didn't forget that someone can take all of the good
away in an instant without even asking my permisson first.


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