adinasgirl

AdinasGirl
2005-08-20 05:16:59 (UTC)

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ya so even if ana is a mile from venito he wont look at
me. it sucks and it hurts. but wat can u do its his stupid
fault that he got married. and so things with me and
tristan...well im offically dating him as of the 12th. my
friends seem to love him. and trust me i use to. but the
other nite we hung out at the park at like 11:00 at nite
and it was really fun and all but it would of been more
fun but i just wasnt in the moode. week two of band camp
is over. were doin pretty good we know our whole show its
just time for perfection. its hard to care when its this
hot out. and i got my schedule for school im really happy
with it im not scared about any classes and i have CI with
two of my other friends so that good. trisans a sweetie
and i dont deserve him. i cant stop thinkin about ben
latly but ive been better but god damn its been a fuckin
year honestly. idk tristans grounded untill sunday so that
will give me sometime to think about wat i wanna do. i
really want to try things with him. i think my friends
would kill me if i broke up with him, ive been thinking
about doin it but i dont think i could ever have the heart
too. too many boys have killed me by sayin that, i couldnt
possibly think about doin that to somone else. i told
amanda and she seemed to understand more then danielle.
idk wat her problem is latly jelously and hurt is her name
rite now idk maybe she needs a man. lol im getting farther
on my managers book i had another meeting with nicole i
jus havta work on my book is im really bad at. but oh
well. amandas senior pics are tomorrow and im goin to
help. im missin work so it better go well. i hope it does.
well im off to bed c ya




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