Elizabeth

Elizabeth M.
2005-08-12 04:52:39 (UTC)

Heather/....Randy


So it's been a while and I decided to call Heather to see
how she was doing. I left a mess. on her cell phone, And
would you believe that she called me back in 1-2 mins.
Yeah, I guess I am pretty important to her to get a call
back and not be ignored. We talked a bit, she told me about
Joey and all sorts of shit that is being said and what
people are up to. How Mark is trying to talk to heather
about were Joey can call her from jail and shit, and how
Mark and Joey got into it and were going to fight or some
shit like that because of something that had to do w/ Lee's
car and something. I wasnt there to judge anything or
anyone, just to listen. I told her that again to get
yourself away from all that stress, so I think she is going
to stay w/ her mother in PA. I wish her all the luck, I
told her" What is with these Men in the family/cousins and
shit being in jail and on drugs?", It reminded me of the
talk that Robin and I had and Ollie had, Then I thought....
Oh now Mark thinks he's holier than thow,because he found
god and went to re-hab and has a new girl and that
everything is all better because of it, oh fuck that, when
have you changed?...you got supposely better because your
job depended on it,if you never got caught you would still
be the same drugged out/drunk who didnt care about 1 thing
in his life or people who cared about him,you would still
be this co-depend on Karen and still be in your own
demented little world were you inflict wounds on yourself
and in your head and would probabley be dead by now because
of the drugs and shit! naw, you didnt clean up for yourslef
but because of your job. Now I am not saying that its a
good thing being clean and all because it is but doing it
for the wrong reasons.
I keep on saying that at least I am not fake, I am
keeping it real and always will,I dont need to make up shit
and do things to myself to make me feel better or any of
that shit ,...that's why people are always coming to me and
talking to me about there life and problems. I hate fake
people, keep it real!!!
I got off work early today and hung out w/dana and his
wife. We talked about all sorts of things, He started to
talk about this one time at the bar were
Roger/Dana/Myself/Kate/Amanda/Ian/and Terrence were talking
about who shaves there shit, now let me remind you this was
3-4 yrs ago and we were all shit faced, I couldnt believe
he remember that night, I bearly remember that night, I
remember certain things like giving Ian a lap dance and
being all up on Terrences shit and all sorts of stuff. It
was some crazy shit but all in good fun.
I ran into Randy at the bar and hugged him and his wife, I
joked w/ him and said" Randy.... Look no Terrence... and
laughted", he had to explain to his wife that the last time
I was up at the bar that I saw Randy and started to hug him
then I saw terrence and pushed Randy away to grab terrence,
So he re-inacted the scene for his wife... I started to
laugh, So I was drinking and I saw Terrence and my hormones
couldnt help it, Randy told me "hey I have Terrence on
speed dial", I told him that he needs to call him up here
and he can have Terrence's wife while I have Terrence for
the rest of the night, he liked that.
My guy friends are so crazy!!!! But I love them anyways
and they know that if they ever needed anything that I
would be there for them. Men are funny!!




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