laughattack

Cokepop for the Smartnessment
2005-08-12 04:50:52 (UTC)

I m in a very pissed off mood..

I'm in a very pissed off mood right now because people are
assholes and so's my bank who's fucking holding my money
for EVER and they honestly are never getting my business
again. Just fuck them. Fuck everybody.

Other than me being in a horrible mood the rest of today
was ok. Kayla came over. And then nobody would drive us to
the mall. So we walked. I just loooove walking. That was a
sarcastic statement. I can't wait until I get my license.
Speaking of which my mom told me the delightful news that
drivers ed is full. Yay to that. Now I get to fucking walk
everywhere for the rest of my life. And no I really don't
feel like being positive right now so if you don't like it
get lost. Anyways so we walked to the mall. And we walked
even more there. Yay. Whatever. So I bought a shirt from
West 49, a seatbelt belt from Silver Sense, stickers for
my boarding helmet from Relush and mascara from Zellers.
And I tried to buy two pairs of jeans from Stitches only
my stupid bank card said "Insufficient Funds" which is
stupid because like a week ago I put $100 in there and the
jeans were only like $42. So that was stupid. Then we went
to Little Caesars to get crazy bread for supper and we got
slurpee's and crunchies and I got nerds from Macs and then
we started walking to Grants house to get him to come to
youth...and we saw Jacqui! And so that was exciting. And
she got out of her vehicle and walked with us and then
nobody was home at Grants house so we were gonna drop by
and see if he was at John's football practice and we were
swinging and we saw him and he came over then the four of
us started walking to youth. And we got lost and it took
forever to get there. But we finally did. haha like 15
minutes late. Anyways. Then as soon as we got there we
found out we were going for ice cream. I'm slightly sad
that we don't do Tim Hortons after youth anymore. So we
went to DQ only the line was HUGE so we went to Wendy's
instead and Scott bought us all Frosty's even though some
of us didn't want one. lol I ate some of mine and then
gave it to Jenn when she got to the church. So then we
watched Elf. It's a funny movie but I didn't really want
to watch it. It's not even Christmas. Whatever. And then
Jodi showed up and a bit later on Alex came too. Then I
went outside and swang for a bit after Jenn left because I
dunno. I just wanted to I guess. Then I went back in and
everybody was downstairs raiding the kitchen and Alex made
popcorn and Kayla and Grant had a towel whipping fight.
And then everybody left. And Alex said he'd drive Kayla
home and nobody ever offered me a ride home so I was like
well I guess I gotta phone my mom then. So I did. And then
for some stupid reason they waited around in the parking
lot until she came. I don't even see the point of that. Oh
well Kayla just said she was the one who told him that she
wanted to wait until my parents got there because she
didn't think I wanted to be left alone. I knew it wouldn't
have been him. I'm pretty sure he could care less if
anybody came and got me or if I just walked home. Whatevs.
And I actually kinda did want to be left alone. Oh well.
So then my mom came and got me and she was all mad and
like "We just got home from a movie and now I have to go
out again! blah blah blah." And how was I supposed to
know. I'M NOT PSYCHIC LIKE EVERYBODY THINKS I SHOULD BE! I
honestly can't wait until there gone and I'm alone. I
really can't at the moment. Because then I can do whatever
I want whenever I want. As in go for a walk right now.
Which if I actually tried to do right now I wouldn't be
allowed. This really quite sucks. Me and my mom were
checking out the bank thing seeing why my money didn't
work and apparently they can hold it for like 10 days.
Which is fucking gay if you ask me. Because I kinda WANTED
IT THEN. And my mom was like "Well whatever I'll go get
your jeans tomorrow." And I was like well they were only
on hold up to tonight so they won't be there anymore. Like
duh. And then I was like "I really don't care. I don't
need jeans. I don't need my money. They can just have it
if they want it that bad." URGH. FUCKING ASSES!

And my work schedual for next week is:
Sunday: 12-5
Tuesday: 5-9
Thursday: 5-9
Saturday: 12-7:30

DO THEY NOT UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE YOUTH AT 7PM EVERY
SINGLE FUCKING THURSDAY? NO APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE I'M
FUCKING WORKING UNTIL 9. NINE NINE 9999999999999999.
Honestly. Tomorrow I'm telling them I can only work until
6. Because then I have to walk to the church. So urgh
fuck. They'd better not ever give me a stupid thursday
shift like that again. FUCK FUCK FUCK. And yes.

I'm pissed off for all stupid reasons and I don't care.
I'm allowed to be mad so I will be. I just wish I could
scream right now or burst in to tears or whatever. But no.
I can't. And I'm sick of being pissed off but I just can't
help it. Atleast everybody's leaving me alone. So atleast
I'm not taking it out on everybody but FUCK.
asgtkihaqeriegro'eeeeeeeeeioAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

That's all I have to say. I hope atleast somebody out
there had a shitty day too.
-N




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