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2005-08-09 03:32:45 (UTC)

THINGS WILL CHANGE I HOPE

HEY KIDS!! NOT REALLY A WHOLE LOT HAS HAPPENED HERE FOR
REAL. I GOT MORE BAD NEWS ABOUT FINDING A JOB. I AM ABOUT
READY TO SAY FUCK IT AND WORK WHERE EVER BUT I DON'T WANT
TO DO THAT. SO I GUESS I WILL TOUGH IT OUT A LITTLE
LONGER. I HATE SITTING AT HOME THOUGH. IT SUCKS NOT
HAVING A CAR AND IT MAKES IT EVEN HARDER TO FIND A JOB.
HOPEFULLY SOMETHING COME UP SOON.
SO I WASN'T GOING TO BE HANGING OUT WITH JAKE AND KEITH
ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY KIND OF UPSET ME BUT THAT CHANGED. I
HAVEN'T DRANK WITH THEM IN THE LONGEST TIME BECAUSE FIGHTS
GET STARTED BECAUSE KEITH CANT CONTROL HIS LIQUOR. IT HE
DID THEN THERE WOULDN'T EVER BE A PROBLEM. USUALLY IT IS
HIM AND JAKE FIGHTING AND THEN I GET DRUG INTO IT FOR NO
REASON WHICH IS USUALLY BY KEITH. HE SAID HE WOULD NEVER
MAKE ME PICK SIDES BETWEEN HIM AND JAKE BUT THAT'S
BULLSHIT. HE DON'T EVER MAKE ME CHOOSE HIM OR JAKE BUT HE
TRIES TO MAKE ME AGREE WITH HIM THAT HE IS RIGHT AND THEN
WHEN I DON'T HE GETS PISSED BUT MOST THE TIME HE IS WRONG.
I WOULD CHOOSE JAKE OVER HIM THOUGH AND I THINK THAT HE
KNOWS IT. JAKE AND I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS A LOT LONGER THAN
KEITH AND I AND JAKE HASN'T TREATED ME LIKE KEITH. HE IS
ALWAYS WILLING TO PUT THE FRIENDSHIP ON THE LINE BECAUSE HE
THINKS HE IS RIGHT. MOST THE TIME I AM JUST LIKE WHATEVER
WITH HIM THESE DAYS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR HIS MOUTH
AND I DON'T LIKE HOLDING MY TONGUE BECAUSE I AM NOT VERY
GOOD AT IT. ANYWAY WHAT I WAS GETTING TO IN THE FIRST
PLACE WAS THAT KEITH, JAKE AND I FINALLY DRANK TOGETHER AND
I GOT TRASHED. WELL, I WAS WEARING THIS SHIRT WHERE YOU
COULD SEE A LOT OF CLEAVAGE WHICH REALLY ISN'T HARD BECAUSE
MY TITS ARE GINORMOUS. KEITH KEPT SAYING I AM GOING TO RIP
YOUR SHIRT OFF AND SUCK YOUR TITS SO I JUST LET HIM DO IT.
I FIGURED HE IS GAY ITS NOT LIKE HE IS GETTING ANYTHING OUT
OF IT PLUS I WAS DRUNK. IT FELT REALLY GOOD THOUGH AND
MADE ME WANT TO HAVE A LOT OF SEX BUT NOT WITH HIM. IT WAS
KIND OF WEIRD BUT IT FELT REALLY GOOD.   THEN WE WERE AT
THE GAS STATION AND I WAS PULLING MY SHIRT UP BECAUSE MY
TITS WERE POPPING OUT AND THIS GUY GOES HEY DON'T PULL IT
UP I WAS ENJOYING THAT. HE WAS LIKE DO YOU MIND IF I WATCH
YOU WALK IN AND I WAS LIKE DO WHAT YOU GOT TO DO. THEN WHEN
I CAME BACK OUT HE SAID HIS WIFE WAS IN THE BATHROOM BUT IF
IT WASN'T TO MUCH OF A BOTHER COULD HE GET A PEAK SO I LET
HIM AND THEN HE SHOWED ME HIS PENIS WITH THIS SHERIFF
SITTING NEXT TO US.   IT WAS CRAZY.   HE TRIED TO GET ME TO
FOLLOW HIM TO HIS PLACE BUT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN. I WASN'T
THAT FUCKED UP. PLUS I WASN'T SO MUCH DRUNK ANYMORE.   I
DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THE DUDE BUT IT WAS KIND OF EXCITING I
GUESS.
SO RICKY WENT BACK TO SCHOOL THE OTHER DAY. IT WAS SAD
BUT I DIDN'T CRY THIS TIME. I WAS PROUD OF MYSELF. I
STILL LOVE HIM JUST NOT LIKE I USE TO. I REALLY HOME WE
CAN STAY FRIENDS. HE WAS THERE FOR ME A LOT THIS SUMMER
WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE, WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS THERE. THAT
MAKES ME LOVE HIM EVEN MORE. I MISS HIM. I REALLY WISH WE
COULD OF SPENT MORE TIME TOGETHER BEFORE HE LEFT. WE DID
HAVE REALLY GOOD SEX THOUGH LIKE 5 TIMES BEFORE HE LEFT.
NO MATTER WHAT HIM AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE GREAT SEX. I
JUST CANT GET EMOTIONAL OVER IT. WELL, I HAVE TO GO BY
LINDSEYS TO GET A BLUNT SO I WILL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER.
PEACE KIDS!!


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