Daroon87

Daroon's Journey To University
2005-08-09 01:47:05 (UTC)

Woah, Been A While!

Ok, well sorry for not making entries...guess i've been to
busy to think about it...

Ummm, dunno what to say really it's been so long - i
stayed over rach's a few more times, then my parents went
away for a few days, so hannah stayed over, then andy,
then i had a party and a lot of people stayed over, lol.

My first party, it was good i thought. Ummmm, then last
night i stayed over Hannah's, and this evening went to the
Black Castle for a pub quiz (we didn't win :P) and i've
been going out shit loads in between all that!


All good times, and nothing imparticular to mention
cause...well they were all good times. Nuff said.


It's less than two weeks until results day now, and i'm
getting quite worried - as everyone else is i'm sure!
Usually, by this time i've forgotten how i did in the
exam/s, but i can clearly remember enough to realise that
it's gonna be very touch and go. The thing is though, i
can't imagine failing. I mean, i CAN imagine failing - ie
not getting what i need - i just can't imagine what i'm
gonna do if that happens. I just can't picture myself
anywhere but at uni for the next few years :S. So who
knows...fingers crossed.


Hayley got back off holiday yesterday....well, sunday,
guess that was a few days ago now. I don't really know
whether or not to text her - ordinarily i would but...i
dunno, new boundries and stuff, just dunno where they are!


Gem n Tom n Rach and everyone are going to weatherspoons
tomorrow, obv i'm going too :P, but i dunno if Hay is or
not, not sure if i should text her and find out. I guess
i shoulda moved on from this by now, or got over it or
whatever, but i dunno, i just don't feel like i can, plus
i definately don't want to, lol. Meh, i will though, i
feel a lot better about it now as it is, i think the two
weeks completely apart did us both good probably.... It's
just, i can't shake that niggling thought that there's
just a chance she might wanna get back together. I mean,
i know that's not gonna happen, and there's not a second
that i would believe it, but the thoughts still
there....stupid thoughts...


AAAAAAnyway, you're all probably sick of me talking about
that now (although i seem to remember saying if you don't
like it don't read it a few weeks ago.... maybe i don't
wanna talk about it :S) so i'll move on.... to what?


Well, as i said 10...no 9 days now until the results (omg,
that soon!?) and i'm hoping everyone will go and get them
together, that way we all know what we got without
spending a shit load of phone credit, but i doubt that
will happen... I for one will be there first thing in the
morning eagerly awaiting. It's odd, i desperately want to
know, but am nervous (even scared) at the same time, it's
gonna be surreal holding that envelope...


But, yes, anyway, so tomorrow's tuesday, then on wednesday
i think will and gemma said they were going to town....not
sure i'll have any money left, on the other hand i'd
rather save my money tomorrow (which i probably will do
anyway) and go to town on wednesday if hay's going...lol,
there she is again! But yeah, not just cause of...stuff,
but cause, i dunno, friendly enviroment...? Well,
whatever, none of your business, i'd just rather :P.

Then on friday i think they said they were gonna go to
town again. I'd love to go out everytime, but i just
don't have the money, and people say get a job but the
only reason i would is to save it all for uni so i'd have
just as much as i do now! :P Actually, that's a point, i
have to put something like £35 in the bank which i
borrowed, and then (if i get into uni!) i should really
start saving for fresher's week. It is gonna cost
sooooooooo much!


Oh yeah, i made a decision about the whole getting a job
thing btw, i figure, i HAVE left it too late now - noones
gonna take me on for like, a month an a half or whatever
it is left now, and then i'll quit for uni, plus there's
no point is there...? Well anyway, i figure i'll wait
until results, and then if i 'fail' i'll get one, if not
i'll wait 'till i'm in bath.


GAH! I can't sleep! It's fuck annoying, i'm sooo tired, i
keep going to bed really late and then either getting up
late, which isn't helping, or being woken up by various
things really early, and then proceeding to still stay up
late, because i STILL can't sleep. Hmph. I figure if i
sit up for a while (hence the entry :P) maybe i'll fall
asleep when i go back over...can't se it happening :(


Oh yeah, sorted out more of my room *again*. STILL
haven't finished it and STILL haven't gotten rid of all my
stuff. Gonna have another car boot sale saturday (maybe
town friday isn't such a good idea...) to get rid of the
rest of my stuff, probably jsut give anything i have left
after that to charity, and i gotta start stripping the
walls now too as i've scrapped most the shelves n
cupboards.


...Nope, sorry, i've rambled about everything i can think
of now, i'll probably go and play minesweeper, pssh, like
you care, i'm not even sure anyone reads this anymore, let
alone every word of every entry!




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