justme

my own corner of the world
2005-08-06 05:19:23 (UTC)

ramblings about stupid things, and not-so-stupid music

baling hay is shitty, shitty, shitty, but someone's gotta
do it. i fuckin hate it. all i don't hate about it is the
money i'll get in a few months. that'll be nice. i had to
go on a wagon for a little while today, which is the part
that was bad, cuz now my arms are all scratched up and
shit... but then i got to drive tractor and things were
okay with that...

anyway... that's enough of my bitching about hay for one
night... i talked jared's ear off enough about it a little
while ago...

i'm so so so so so sick of myself these days... it's
fuckin friday night and here i am. sitting at my computer.
again. nothing ever happens. i. have. no. life.

actually... i went to see Must Love Dogs with courtney,
emanda, mandy, and justin... it was actually pretty
good... i laughed for a while. i 3 john cusack movies.
he's a romantic/comedy god.

oh swoon, the accoustical version of "nobody puts baby in
a corner" by fall out boy just came on. i love that song
sooooooooo much. i sooo love fall out boy. they make me
happy. listening to them makes the world seem alright for
a while. whether it really is or not, at least i have that
illusion for a few minutes with each song.

i have to work tomorrow... ugh... i'm so tired of my job
now too. i'm tired of everything around here. i can't wait
for my fresh start at college. i'm terrified as hell. but
i'm excited too. although... it's fun to check out brandon
every chance i get... though, i don't think he's working
tomorrow... damn. there goes my only hope.

i got the new All American Rejects cd the other day too.
everyone MUST go out and buy this record. it's awesome.
much better than their last. the song "straitjacket
feeling" makes me sad, but happy all at the same time. i
just can't decide i guess. but whatever it does to me, i
like it lots. and as a bonus, tyson is super gorgeous, i
have a hard time believing is super, extremely pretty blue
eyes aren't a result of colored contacts, but i don't
wanna believe that's true either. i want his eyes to be
real. lol... that sounds funny. but it's true. boy's with
blue eyes make me swoon.

also, "Gone So Young" by Amber Pacific is a really really
really great song. it's another one of my new favorites.

well i think that's gonna be about it for now... gotta be
up at 8 to get ready for work. plus, i think i wanna read
some more...

"wherever you go i will be waiting, whenever you call i
will be there, whatever it takes i'll make your darkest
days so bright. i'm in you heart tonight."
-Gone So Young, Amber Pacific




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