This is the dawning of the rest of our lives!
rite this wknd!...its bn weird 1! iv bn doin a lotta
thinkin! lol if u cant already guess by now then yea this
entry is gona b pretty deep an all meh! so if u want 2 b
spared from ne further torture then i suggest u stop
fri nite woz pretty good! the skool disco fingy in the
star woz good! lol it woz actually rather amusing! woz
stayin at wilkies! met gun in the star-he woz totally
fucked out his face- 2 b honest he woz pissin me off
quite a bit -soz but u relly were- as usual fings started
gd but then aftr the star shut gun an that were headin up
ashley wilsons an wilkie an that were headin sumwhere
else! an 2 b honest i felt like shit 4 leavin wilkie an
that 2 go wiv gun (only 4 a bit mind u) neways aftr a
couple of hours i fort naw id bettr meet nic an that agen!
but gun woz bein a bit of a prick sayin aw naw dont bla
bla neways he went in a big rager at me so britan had 2
eventually walk me down the road! he sent loads of txts an
that in the nite 2 appologise an that but relly im finkin
it woz all the alcohols fault! god damn it! lol but we'r
then saturday nite woz babysittin! so that gave me sum
time 2 myself an sum time 2 think! i thought abt sumink
gun had sed on fri nite...abt me goin 2 aberdeen an it
made me stop an think FUCK! iv bn so caught up in workin
an jus goin out wiv evry1 an havin a laugh an spendin time
wiv gun an stuff that in abt 1 months time its highly
probable that i will b totally upping my sticks an moving
away! iv bn applying 4 flats in glasgow an i no that if i
go 2 aberdeen then ill automatically get 1 there! either
way ill b movin further away from straven an all the ppl
there! an that kinda sux cos we'r all jus gettin on so
well the now! i fink in the past few months skool woz
relly gettin 2 me an the pressure woz relly hi 4 me and as
a consequence i had 2 make sum sacrifices(lol) an i didnt
go out as much or spend as much time wiv ma friends an it
kinda felt like all of us were growing apart! but as i say
this summer has jus bn amazin an 2 fink its almost over!
an 2 fink ill need 2 start studyin all over agen!*cries*
altho mabbi i can look at it as bein a nuw start...moving
away where nobody nos me...an jus a chance 2 start all
over! dont get me wrong i am lookin 4ward 2 uno cos theres
gona b more gr8 ppl 2 meet/fings 2 experience!
still it feels like ma future, 2day, at this moment in
time is jus all made up of if,buts an maybes. nothings
certain at all! a dont even no if ill b gettin in2 uni !
it all now depends on the dreaded envelope! (lol)- iv
actually bn tryin not 2 fink abt it much. it seems like
wen i woz fillin out ma ucas form, movin 2 uni an that
seemed aaages away an now its like WOW almost time 2 go!
in a way i wish tuesday wld hurry up an come jus so i no
where ma lifes goin! lol im kinda dangling in the middle
of nowhere with wot seems like a false sense of hope of
mite as well enjoy the rest of the summer while it
lasts...still got bout month an a half left! oh an sunday
we all headin down 2 the star 2 c martin rapley playin!
lol wot a legend! it woz a good nite even tho i woz workin
in the mornin! lol...neways ill put the rest of u'z out ur
misery now an stop blabbing!
*cos ur everywhere 2 me an wen i close my eyes its u i c*
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