Ms. R

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2005-07-31 17:04:32 (UTC)

One Hundredsecond Entry- 7-31-05

Friday I went to Ron's to go swimming...the rain held off.
And the pool is really nice...clean and there were no kids.
And there werent even many adults in the pool..most were
sunning themselves. I got a nice swim in...and got a little
sun, too. In fact, afterward I was yawning...with the
exercise bike in the morning and the swimming in the
afternoon, I was beat. But its was a nice feeling.

I gave Ron a Blueberry Salad I made...his favorite dessert.
He was very grateful. Afterward he took me to P.F. Chang's
for dinner. We had never been there before. The food was
very good and NOT too expensive I only ate HALF my entree,
though. I saw the calorie count in it and figured it would
be better that way...I took the rest home for another meal.

When we got back, we watched the rest of the Phillies game.
And, I couldnt believe it...he got down on the floor and
started massaging my feet! It felt SO nice....I havent had
anyone do that in a long time. After the game, we made
love. It was wonderful...as usual. We fell asleep
afterward. It was early..only around 10. I woke up around 6
because I didnt feel tired anymore, but he woke up when I
sat up on my elbow. He asked if I was ok...I said I was
cold, which I was. He had the a/c pretty high and it wasnt
hot out. He pulled me against him and pulled the blanket
up. It didnt take long for me to warm up. After a few
minutes I pushed the blanket back and he laughed. He knew I
was getting too warm. He is like a heatilator. Finally we
both fell back to sleep and woke up around 9. We made love
TWICE more before we got up to get lunch. We went to
Ponzio's and I had a salad...so I was a good girl dietwise.
He had a hamburger and kept saying what a good idea it was
of mine to want to come there and how much he was enjoying
it.

When we got back to his place, I knew he would have been
happy to go back to bed, but I didnt want to stay for that.
I got my stuff together and left him. But I shed a few
tears on the way back.

I stopped at my ex's to see if my daughter got a ride
home....she didnt. So I rode over the farm and picked her
up. I saw my former SIL for the first time since my ex's
second wife walked out on him...she was really happy to see
me. I was happy to see HER too...she looked good. I miss
the relationship I had with her, but her husband is a jerk
and hates my guts. Some Christian HE pretends to be. I dont
care what he thinks of me, though. I DO miss the family and
the kids, though. They were at the farm, too...I hadnt seen
the boys since they were babies. They all said hi to me and
called me their "aunt"...I was touched.

My daughter didnt want to go back home so I brought her
here. She is done summer school now, but I will have to
take her back tonight...she has no clothes to wear. She
said she would spend Aug. with me, but I have to find out
if she has changed her mind or not. She is STILL
sleeping..I will have to get her up in a few.

I miss Ron....and I have to keep from thinking about him
too much. Hopefully, if my daughter is here, I will be able
to concentrate on HER.




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