cutie2u90

Steppin' Into Reality
2005-07-29 04:36:12 (UTC)

Mario

Dear Diary,

Man.....I've always wanted to say that...lol....man...it's
been a while but i'm back...it's the new me...well the
same old me without all the suicidal thoughts and
depression...and boy do i feel great! Steve and i broke
up like 4months ago...i'm with this guy....his name's
mario but all of his friends refer to him as Rio D...
sexy..but yea...he's the new love of my life...he's the
one that finally showed me that all the bullshit Steve put
me through was so not even close to worth it...Steve
treats me like a fucking dog now but hey...that's no
sweat offa my back...obviously he can't comprehend the
thought of having a fucking friend....hey...his
lost...mario and i are making so many plans...and today i
went to his house and we were talking about the bible and
sins and stuff (wierd topic to talk about with friends)
and we started joking around about the no sex b4 marriage
thing....well then he got all cute and said well i guess
i'll have to wait untill we get married...awww...so
cute...and for the rest of the day he just held me and we
told one another how much we love each other..i never
thought i would say this again after what happened with
steve and i but i really think this thing with mario and i
will work.....I love him so much!!...man he really is my
everything...




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