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2005-07-28 17:01:15 (UTC)

Jul 29th 0:37

我好掛住佢,今日因為要攞個計劃生育證,所以要用結婚證搞,睇到我同佢
張相~~我又唸番我地嘅開心嘅日子~~但佢嘅說話又閃過我嘅腦~~"我根本一直
都唔信任你,其實我一直都唔開心.."諸如此類嘅說話~~望住佢笑得好甜好開
心嘅樣,,,我真係唔敢相信~~當日佢拖住我週街搵戒指嘅時候,係咪都係咁唔
開心..係咪都係敷衍我呢.???
我好想見到佢..唔知第日我地見到對方嘅時候有無嘢講呢...?慣啦..我
喺度唸,其實我一直都無變過,就算一年無見過佢,我都唔會覺得佢陌生..反而
唔知點解,佢對我..一D都唔熟悉~~究竟我地岀左咩問題..??我好怕好怕,我
好怕聽到佢講:"係我錯,係我變左,我都唔知點解..??""我好怕聽到呢D說話,
但又好似已經有左抗體,現在嘅我..變左嚕~~唔會再好似以前咁傻,我發誓我
以後一定唔會三更半夜打羅咁搵佢啦..因為我知道,我嘅關心同擔心根本就係
多餘,係煩,係無聊...呢D都係我過分緊張嘅后遺症,亦都係佢親口講岀嚟
嘅...唉~~~無啦~~我嘅心已經死左,佢係生係死,好似我都唔需要多過問...
我可以做嘅就係照顧好自己,免得佢又唔鍾意~~唔鍾意我瘦,唔鍾意我肥..唔
鍾意我訓唔着..我明,咁樣佢嘅心會安落D,畢竟我係一個跟左佢7年2個月零27
日嘅女人..所以,我一定要好好照顧自己,...我真係唔想再理佢或者俾壓力佢
啦...我都好辛苦...~~~
但我又做唔到唔理佢,...盡量啦..


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