Withered Rose

...Ashes, ashes, they all fall DOWN...
2005-07-27 21:00:27 (UTC)

The Way I Am

You will never know
I cannot tell you the real reason
I simply cannot speak the words
You are sitting there with a frown on your face
An actual frown
Unusual for your face
I don't enjoy it either
I cannot comfort you for what I try to say -
I end up silent
The words will never leave my mouth
You will continue frowning
I shall continue in my silence
Nothing has truly changed
I am still myself
Shy, quiet, & oh so naive
I should have started over
I had a chance
No one knew my past
No one knew the way I was, the way I am
I should have taken the chance to become
Someone else - not pretending to be another,
But being new, different, better
A better me
I want better
I want to be better
I am going to change
Change for myself
Only... where oh where to start?


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