Completely Incomplete

Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
2005-07-22 21:53:39 (UTC)

Wrong Side

Wow. I haven't cut since I used the razor on the wrong
side. I could use it ... but no. Kade is too ... I dont
know. I've done him wrong alot these past two days, and I
wish I could make it up to him.
Maybe I should stop ODing ... DUH!

We're still going without food ... on account of being
poor. Whoo hoo yeah!

I'm feeling all ... distrought in a sense O.o

I met this guy. His name is Elliot, and he's from
Ottawa ... He left me feed back on my diary and we've been
e-mailing each other since! Ah ha ha! Yay!

Kaaaaaaaaaade isn't on. Nik is though ... kind of. He's
printing something now or what not and not really talking.

I ate an apple ... and ... well I dont know if you could
actually call it a hamburger ... meh life goes on .. lest
I get food poisoning ... wouldnt doubt it.

The dog seems happier then me. Thats a little depressing.

Justin is off the walls ... I told him to go to bed ...
stupid brothers. Why were they invented, anyways?

I'm working on a poem that I cant seem to
finish 'cause ... well because I'm me and never finish
anything!

fall to my knees when all hope is lost
clutching your poem in my stained hands
always remember the love of his ...
always knowing just where he stands

the photos have faded as loss takes away
there's nothing I can do but stand alone
watching you cry out in pain
your silent screams deaf to my heart of stone

the photographs of memories
are all I have left to ease the sorrow
I scream and no one comes to aid
these thoughts that fill me hollow

oh how the angelic grace of love
swept my off my feet and into his arms
the caring hand that brushed my face
I surrender to his tender bold charms

I hate it ... O.o




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