My Gay Misadventures
another day, another Dire
well, went another day without human interaction. Things
arnt like they were before. Now im lucky if someone wants to
hang out...Im human too damnit. i have needs. Iv tried to
make myself belive i dont need affection. But it digs at me.
Also being without pot has its downside. I think too much.
Without my carebear clouds to obscure my deeper thoughts, i
over worry myself and earlier today, Lee resurfaced after
almost a year.
I need...something. I feel a void. But cant narrow it down.
Im not depressed. Im not...anything. I feel like cutting
myself. But i wont. damn...whodathunk id ever say that...Or
have that urge...pierceing at me. like an angry itch. my
blood is hot. and needs to open. ugh. i sound morbid. Ima
J/O and go to bed.
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