Ken

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2005-07-14 01:55:00 (UTC)

end of my rope

I've been trying hard but Mary...isn't. I'm working to
keep us going. Today was my day off. I let her sleep a bit
latter than I had wanted but then she gets into a
taskforce in the game she is completely addicted to. So
takes her about 7 to 8 hours before she pulls herself away
to spend time with me. We are watching a little tv on the
couch and she started playing with the dog in a way that
makes Cassie bark. It's almost 10 pm so I tell her to
stop.

She goes into her 'I don't wanna talk' silent mode. but
it's not silent. It's leg shaking and sighing. Damn it I
was wanting to take her to have a shower together and some
sex. I hate when she doesn't talk to me. She expects me to
know what the hell is going on. Well I snapped out What!
She goes to the bed room. I'm thinking ok..maybe she is in
this 'dom me' mode. So I slap her ass a few times...she
then grabbed my arm. I forced her down and again asked
what the hell is with this mood change.


I can't do it anymore.




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