Autum's Leaves
2005-07-11 17:37:56 (UTC)

Fuck it.

Yeah, well that's just the kind of mood I'm in today.
My mother called me this morning to tell me my cell phone
bill was 111 dollars and she was only paying thirty, which
is fabulous since I'm going to have to spend 40 to go see
the guy this week, 50 to get my new cell phone and another
15 to pay for my first month of having my new cell phone.
Plus, I still have a pending 75 dollar ticket that I have
to have paid by August.

I kinda miss the guy, I haven't talked to him in a long
time and the last time he e-mailed me he really didn't say
much and didn't seem happy. *shrugs* We all have those
days though. Just kinda makes me feel lonely. Spent all
last night talking to my friend, the floridian, so that
helped too. He's just a good friend.

But, on a good note, I wrote a really interesting
story. It's erotica, but I haven't written like that in a
long time. I guess I just missed writing stories, of any
kind. I still have my occurances stuff that I can't decide
if I want to put in here or not. I have it all saved on my

Which reminds me, I still have to go to Wal-Mart and
buy some sharpie's and blank cd's, because I don't have
anything to burn shit on. I like to have back-ups of my
writing since I wrote an 80 page novella one time and now
I can't seem to find the floppy I saved it on. Haha.
*sigh* It truely is sad.

Here's what I don't get. I've gotten along with my mom
really well for a long time now, why make my life a living
hell when I'm only going to be here for a little over a
month? Then I move into the dorms. She used to think about
me leaving and cry about it, now she's happy I'm going.
*shakes head* She has a really bad relationship with her
mom and she always talks bad about her. I keep thinking,
we used to be friends, you know? Like, actual friends. I
could tell her anything, and now she's gone physco. I just
keep thinking that's going to be me one day, hating my
mother and talking bad about her when she's not looking.

Regardless I have some work to do.