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2005-07-07 05:52:17 (UTC)

fall out boy owns my heart!!!!! and some of the crap i've been writing lately

holy shit, i haven't written in here in a really long

not a whole helluva lot has been happening really anyway,
so it's not like it's a big deal or anything...
you know, i've loved fall out boy for quite some time now,
but only recently have i decided that they pretty much own
my heart. it's their cds that i listen to when i don't
know what else to listen to. it's their cds that i
actually think to myself "holy shit, i have to listen to
fall out boy right now" or something along those lines...
i don't know exactly what it is about them, the lyrics,
the emotion, i don't know, and it doesn't matter, no
matter what the reason is, the feelings remain the same.

moving on...

for some weird reason today, i've just been feeling really
kinda sad almost, but not quite... i don't understand
quite what it is, but i'm not happy... i just... am... it
doesn't make sense... i feel... empty. that's it. i'm
empty. but i don't understand why. i don't really have a
reason to be... it makes no sense... and yet...
emptiness. i don't know what to do about it.

lately i've been writing a lot of stuff... it all sucks,
but it's a way to vent that seems to work pretty well...

i left my book upstairs, but here's a bit of what i've
been coming up with lately that i remember by heart:
"Sometimes it's good to get hurt, it reminds you that
you're not invincible, that you're totally fallable, that
you're still human."
"Ever get sick of every last thing that you are... and
even, that you aren't?"
"Here's to drowning you in the tears I cried because
you're such a heartbreaker."
"Imagine how fucked up the world would be if Karma wasn't
such a bitch."

i actually put a couple of those up on the fob

hmmm.... i don't know what's left... i just needed to save
some stuff somewhere where the prying eyes of my family
won't accidentally find it. and where nobody i know will
ever find it either...

"joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of
best friends." "and the poets are just kids who didn't
make it and never had it at all."
-i've got a dark alley and a bad idea that says you should
shut your mouth by fall out boy

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