Lost13

Lost...In Life...In Love...In This World
2005-07-06 05:10:55 (UTC)

Its Not Fair For You To Play This Game Of Sesaw With My Head.....

Neh...Ryan is going a bit to far...He's leading me
on...Every moment I spend with him,he'll do something
absolutly cute and somewhat romantic...And I know he knows
he's doing it because he looks into my eyes when he does
it...THEN he just HAS to get a girlfriend the day
after...Just to make me go crazy!

He knows I have a small crush on him...And he likes
it...But he doesnt feel anything like that for me...Nor
does he feel anything for the girls he goe's out
with...Its just not right for him to mess with my emotions
like this...I've been through alot...And all he can do is
torture me untill I go insaine!

Its like he gets some sick kick out of steping on my
heart!!

Now I know what youre going to say..."Let go of the guy!!
He's a jirk!!Forget him!MOVE ON!!" But for some reason I
cant...Every time he squashes my hope he becomes my friend
again...And all my hate blows away in the wind...Just to
be blown back in my face when he goes out with someone
else...

NEH...And he FLAUNTS....Yes...ABSOLUTLY F-L-A-U-N-T-S his
girlfriend's EXALENT personalitys and how great his day
was because he went on a date with her...EVERY MOMENT OF
EVERY DAY!!!HE TELLS ME HOW F*CKING HAPPY HE IS BECAUSE
HE'S WITH
HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND-I-CANT-STAND-IT!!!

ENOUGH!!!NO MORE!!!IM NOT TAKING THIS CR*P ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!

IM SICK OF YOU RYAN BYFORD!!!!

SICK OF YOU!!!!

~*Lost*~

.....Please Ryan...No more........


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